sad

when i was sad ~i dunno wan how~~
my mind was empty~
n my heart juz will slow slow n cry come out...
i dunno wat should do~
dunno wanna how to face it~~
Act wat i do also is wrong ...
I reli dunno la...
i reli reli sad v wat i do b4 til now...
jUZ A lIE A.....
juz a lie .....
i hate all the thing ....
I reli hate...
why?
i was sad ...all ppl wil like tat treat me ....
不关我做了什么也好，我在你心里也是一样~~~
我不是一个好人~~~
在这个blog~当我不开心的时~~真的~~很MANY a...
哭过就好了~~when i always listen tis song~
my heart juz wil man man de recover ~~~
In tis life i cnt be too perfect~
But
life cnt be too simple~
then wan me how juz can ???
In my life....
Juz live me alone~~
No one is caring bout me...
i sad coz wat i done no 1 is rite~~~
i reli reli cnt understand why no 1 is caring bout me~
i no nid any 1 得可怜~~~ me...
even i die also no nid u all a~~
time is juz for me simple~
but......
hard....
how hard i also like tat going ...
i leave in tis world wil be more gud....

I juz wanna tel u : -

"i care for u"
"i worry for u"
"i love u"
i nid u"
"i juz wanna say wintout u im nt ok"

but~~~~
all for tis for u is juz a lie~~~
juz a lie~~
i knw...
i say wat wont have ppl will trust me~
but....
nvm a....
i trust myself edi enough for me...
i hope u know wat i wanna saying to u~~~

Cuming Bek to My blog~~

Long time edi Din wrIting Blog le~~
B4 tis ManY thing Was haPPen~~
I reli Dunno wat should do n face it~
I reli dunno a~~
Act in mY life i juz Hope can be siMple ~~
But~~~~~
Why so difficult de??
I reli dunno wat should do it edi~~
i juz can sit and Be slient??
aCt wan be slieNt more Gud or share It ???
I dunno ..
I juz Know if Myself Continue lIke tis...
I juz can Mae mYself More sad More painful~~
Wat should I do it ???
Haiz..
I also dunno ...
I edi tel myself I muz be hapi iN my Life..
I hope i can Do It~
And.......
i hOpe i caN forget All the thing tat was Happen b4~
I dun Hope anything again~
I hope Every1 can pls dun trEat Me like Tat~~
Juz Hope waT i Hope Can WiL do It o~~

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RecEnt Busy with work ~~
Til always Late eaT o~~
But~
I dunno tat All is Gud For me or Not~
But ...
No choice~
Tat Is My life~
Act In My mind~
Stil got somethIng tat I should say Or Not nehx???
"Life is siMple is Gud In Tis world Or not lehx"??
Dunno ....
Tis Few daY also ThinkIng~~
But..
Hope My mInd Can Empty Everything~
N start V wat i wan ....wat I nid~~~
can or not ??God...
help me~~~~~
But all Juz a dream Of me~~

Even every1 was leave Me ....
I aLso Wan To be PersOn Know WaT should Do~
I still Dunno~
Why every1 will sLow Slow..
Hate Me..Angry Me~~
N leave me~
Even I din Fault~~
Wat Is the god lookIng for ???
Be kind ppl~
Act nt gud~
Be bad PPl~also nt gud~~
Then wat should i be???

In Hm,
I juz be slienT~
SometImes TaLk a bit thing~
SomeTimes Listen soNg To relax Myself...
AcT i know every1 stil mind wat i do ~~
But...
all also is u all force me de a!!!!!!
I hate evey1 say me~~~
I hate it!!!!!
i get hurt so much In tis hm~
But wat i can do ?
where should i go??
i dunno~
Juz hope Every1 know wat i wan~~~

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I dunno wan wat Anymore~
To be coNtinued My Life Blog 2molo~

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Haiz...
wat is the fuck of the person of nowadays o~~when got thing juz ask me help~
when din have jiu ask me go die ~~
wat is the fuck o!!!
I hate it!!
Stupid~~~
haiz~~
Kanasai~~
I hate it~~
I hate it~~
dun ask me help when got thing~
if help mE ASK I WONT ASK~~
I DUNNO WHY I SO STUPID WIL HELP LO~~
KANASAI~~
ME VY STUPID A!!
ME HATE IT ALLL THE THING A!!!!
plS DUN SO LCLY lo ~~~
i hate it!!!!
Stupid !!!!

REcent dunno wat happen a...
why i will like tis a...
i dunno wat should do a....
i hate it a....
All slow slow de leave me ~~
i dunno wat should do a~~
i vy vy dunno~~
i dunno who should i share it a~~~
haiz~~
JUz hope i can be slient~
wont tel any1 about my POroblem~
n keep it~~~
mAybe tis caN help me~~
I hope it~~~
I reli hope it~~~

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