sad

when i was sad ~i dunno wan how~~
my mind was empty~
n my heart juz will slow slow n cry come out...
i dunno wat should do~
dunno wanna how to face it~~
Act wat i do also is wrong ...
I reli dunno la...
i reli reli sad v wat i do b4 til now...
jUZ A lIE A.....
juz a lie .....
i hate all the thing ....
I reli hate...
why?
i was sad ...all ppl wil like tat treat me ....
不关我做了什么也好，我在你心里也是一样~~~
我不是一个好人~~~
在这个blog~当我不开心的时~~真的~~很MANY a...
哭过就好了~~when i always listen tis song~
my heart juz wil man man de recover ~~~
In tis life i cnt be too perfect~
But
life cnt be too simple~
then wan me how juz can ???
In my life....
Juz live me alone~~
No one is caring bout me...
i sad coz wat i done no 1 is rite~~~
i reli reli cnt understand why no 1 is caring bout me~
i no nid any 1 得可怜~~~ me...
even i die also no nid u all a~~
time is juz for me simple~
but......
hard....
how hard i also like tat going ...
i leave in tis world wil be more gud....

I juz wanna tel u : -

"i care for u"
"i worry for u"
"i love u"
i nid u"
"i juz wanna say wintout u im nt ok"

but~~~~
all for tis for u is juz a lie~~~
juz a lie~~
i knw...
i say wat wont have ppl will trust me~
but....
nvm a....
i trust myself edi enough for me...
i hope u know wat i wanna saying to u~~~