23/1/11

2day eary morninq jiu wakeup le ...
then waitinq n waitinq ..
omq
i seem very tired lehx..
dont know why o ..
maybe too early wake up le qua..
2dday qo pyramid o ..
by myself ..
omq...
this is my 1st time qo out by myself nehx..
qenq a...
qenq a...
never n ever qo out alone nehx..
qo dao pyramid only meet v yiqian mui..
2day was the 2nd time qo out v her o ...
act 2daymy family was so wat lorx...
asyik say me that say me this ...
omq...
im reli no small edi lakkk...
pls dont always like that say me a..
i know u all sayinq is qud for me lakk...
but i edi 20 lakkk..
so , i nid freedom de lakk...
if i still like tat "我永远那不会长大"
pls ..
qv me some freedom ..
kay!?
i very biq edi a...
qv me that all lakkk...

2day take taxi qo pyramid o ..
coz i lonq tme never take bus le...
i dnt know how to qo ..
very paiseh nehx..
omq ...
lucky find dao 1 uncle so qud fetch me qo n back ..
no bad lakk..
that uncle also okok de...

2day is the 1st time qo out til so late bek o ..
qenq a..
never so late qo bek de...
always qo shoppinq also 5 or 6 jiu bek edi o ..
2day bek dao hm also wan 9 o ..
qenq lehx..
2day qo pyramid see dao onefm de ppl o ...
but din see dao jack n jane ..
xD
nvm a...
still qt chance de...
hehexD

then jiu qo walk n walk ..
n see yiqian ice- skatinq...
i wanna play de..
but
i sked fall down lehx..
tat time very xia shui lorx..
so , i better dun wan play ..
wait i traininq sinn o ...
then onli qo ice-skatinq o ..
xD

then around 7++ qo qasonline ...
but i never drink dao thinq .
tat taxi unlce come edi ..
so , i jiu bek hm lehx...
2day bek dao hm feel happy dont know why lakk..
sot sot de me...
omq..
why i so happy wor...
sot jorx a?
xD

happy mood 2day ..
continued my bloq 2molo =]

17 & 18 /1/11

17/1/11:-

2day dont know why like moody =[
omq..
wat qonna on me o =[
i keep thinkinq wat happen to me !?
but
i cant think it o =[
dont know why o =[
haizzzzz=[
i dont know lakk...
i very confuse o =[
i reli dont know wan how to do o =[
haizzz=[
+
my phone haven qt any msq n call ..
qt a..
juz my dad call me o ..
then i din ans dao o ..
then dad call n call ..
i din ans o ..
then call bek dad ,
dad ask why dun wan ans call o ..
i say din listen dao o =]
dad ask me wanna fetch me bek or nt o ...
then i say dun wan o ...
then i jiu do somethinq n on9 fb a while..
after that my aunt ftch me bek ..
bek dao home damm sienz lorx..
ntq can do ..
always late bek hm de..
but ...
2day for me early bek hm ..
WTF!
why i so sienz at hm de!
haizzz...
then ntq can do ..
see movie n listen sonq..
after that around 10 ++ call baobei sze ..
then 11++ mk call me ..
then call bek her..
talk til half ask she call bek me ..
coz my hp low credit..
when close phone ,
yiqian mui call me ..
omq..
sorry mk ..
coz ask u call me but i didnt ans dao o ..
sorry yah ..
hope u didnt mind it ..
sorry bout it ...
then talk v yiqian mui til 12++ i jiu sleep jorx...
coz too tiredd o ...

18/1/11:-
2day early morninq jiu qv mum call me wake up execrise o ...
but
i sleep late jorx...
so , din do dao execrise ...
juz acc her qo market n fetch my sis qo study ...
after qo bek hm around 7++ jiu qo sleep more a while o ..
coz too tired edi o ..
then jiu sleep dao 8++ wake up n prepare o ..
after that jiu wait aunt ok le jiu fetch me qo work ..
then she say wan qo 1 temple ,
then jiu follow she qo ..
walao lehx!
that temple quiet nice n ok le ..
LIke it!
then aunt say " this temple the qod is LIM de "
walao lehx!
finally find dao 1 temple the qod name LIM de..
next time wat date also wan qo thr baibai ..
xD
then jiu reach office ..
and then
jiu havinq my nice breakfrist ..
is bread v mushroom soup ..
after eat jiu start my work o ..
no lonq i almost forqet i wan repair my necklace le ..
then jiu open the glue qun , n repair ..
omq..
repair til almost 1/2 hours ..
onli okay ..
dulan lorx!!
haiz!!
but finally ok then qud le !
hehe..
then no lonq do somethinq...
then jiu qo fetch ah xianq..
after fetch him , jiu qo bank ...
almost 2++ jiu bek office ..
and
havinq my lunch o ..
hehexD
after havinq ok le ..
jiu qo sumthinq..
then jiu qo baibai aqain ...
omq..
i think i very busy 2day le ..
haiz...
after bai ok le , jiu qo fetch xiao tenq..
afer fetch ok le ..
jiu qo fetch another ppl le o ..
then jiiu qo bek office le o ..
no lonq take thinq to ppl ...
then jiu qo fetch ppl aqain ..
walao leh!!
wtf!
why i so busy v fetchinq ppl o ...
haiz.....
then almost 6++ i only so free o ...
omq ...
finally i free jorx...
xD
then jiu bek hm n eatinq o ..
then jiu sms v momo bii + watch movie ..
after watch ok le ..
jiu qo wAsh dish ..
wash le bath n listen aunt thr say he thinq...
then jiu sms v sze ..
ask she wanna sleep le or nt ..
then talkinq phone v yiqian mui ...
til almost 1++ then suddenly flu til vy xin ku ..
jiu sms v yiqian mui..
then no lonq jiu fal in sleep leh..
heheXD

I LOve Myself better than anythinq..
u r the 1 i love ..
but ..
u r the who dosent lve me anymore ..
i juz can be alone ..
but ..
i will waitinq for my mr.riqht ..
<3

14/1/11

2day dont know why my mood becum ok back edi ..
izit?
i put down all the thinq
i think haven all lakk..
juz some nia ..
i trust one day i sure can put down all the thinq..
2day almost 5.40 alarm call me wake up ,
then jiu qo toliet ,
after that jiu call Yiqian mui ..
call she wake up to study ..
then call and call and msq..
suddenly want 6 i jiu fall in sleep back le..
omq..
tenq lim , wat happen to u ?
too tired jorx bahx..
maybe few days didnt sleep well ,
so , too tired..
sleep dao cant wake up ..
omq
2day also almost late wake up to work o ..
wake up le jiu fast prepare ..
then msq my baobei ..
say morninq and some more..
then jiu drive car and qo to work ..
at office le ..
dont know why suddenly listen JJ Lin JUn JIe de 记得...
walao lehx..
i fall in love will this sonq le ..
dont know ..
listen n listen ..
wah ??
nice sonq nehx..
xD
then jiu acc waipo qo see doktor ..
acc til almost 11++
then bek office to somethinq..
then around 12++ qo fetch ah xianq o ..
fetch ok le jiu bek office and work ...
and eat my lunch ..
then jiu work ...
walao lehx..
2day whole day seem like din do anythinq nehx..
why i will becum like this o ..
omq..
tenq lim ..
wat u say edi o !
u forqet !
dont so lazy !
qo qo qo qo ..
around 5++ ..
qo fetch Yanq Yanq
then fetch he qo eat ..
damm cute de Yanq Yanq
after that eat cum bek le ..
he at my home play ..
cute Yanq..
i qt take some pic v yanq
update soon bahx..
hehexD
then see movie ,
and sms
with jeslyn dear ..
sms n sms ..
My dear Jeslyn she was so funny n cute lorx..
I like to chat v her o .
xD
Im happy today dont know why o ..
sot jorx qua..
dont know why so happy o ..
hehexD
I　LOVe today de me o <3

13/1

2day i juz feel that i was feelinq moody =[
i dont know why =[
i cant find out anythinq happen to me =[
izit?
i too care how people say me?
i dont know lakk =[
i today seem like no mood to work ..
but ..
i so hardworkin in my work ..
dont know =[
maybe my mood no coz of work ..
juz maybe of somethinq that someone say to me =[
before tis momo bii tel me dont so care how other people say me ..
but
i already try
why why ??
til now i stil so care how other people look at me and say me ??
why i so care o ??
they wanna say i cant control it also lakk...
me tenq lim wanna earn how to dont care anythinq already =]
i trust myself sure can do dao de !
coz i know nothinq is impossible ..
i sure can do it de!
i trust myself !
other people do dao the thinq i also can do it de!

today morninq so tired o ..
keep tired ..
dont know why lakk...
maybe yday drink le so many chinese tea..
omq..
that chinese tea reli make me cant sleep lokk..
omq ..
i wont drink it at nite aqain ...
2day keep work n work ..
then around 11++ sms v momo bii ..
askinq bout phone ..
omq ...
i suddenly very like sony ericsson aino lehx!!
wanna buy aino or vivaz lehx??
whch more nice lehx?
i see dao aino also nice ..
but..
vivaz also nice lehx..
i wanna choose which 1 lehx...
wait after cny also think wan buy which one bahx...
me now qt a new tarqet edi ..
juz hardwrokinq in my work o ...
me wan earn $$ start from now ...
qo qo qo qo ...

Tenq liim pls stop think anythinq..
after break n put down all the thinq wont have anythinq edi ..
b4 i choose this road i tell myself i sure can do dao ..
but now i cant do it !
i still miss ...
sometimes i feel wanna qt u in my side when i have thinq happen ..
but
all edi too late for me ...
i cant qet back wat i wanna edi ..
i think now i should now wat shoud do edi ..
act start from now ..
i edi no same with before de me ...
i chanqe le anythinq
juz coz some1..
but
tat people never will know..
and i never will tel any1 ..
coz i know all edi no use ...
Start from 2molo i wanna be back last time de me ..
i hope i can do it ...

moody + sad =[

dont know wanna write wat edi ..
continued 2molo bahx...

LOve is everthinq for everyone..
include for me ...
But 1 time i lost in this love..
my heart was keep broken ..
No love can be forever..
juz my life and myself can be forever =]
I love myself <3

7/1/11

in my life i never n ever hope i have anythinq..

but now i juz now my life for myself was hurt double n double..

sometimes i feel confused in everythinq..

and

i din dare qo to trey anythinq

coz ii know myself qt wat thinq very weak..

im very no use in future...

i dont know why ..

when im everythinq happen ..

nobody , no1 will helpinq me ...

juz myself helpinq myself ...

im tryinq to be prefect ...

but

i cant do it!

coz no 1 will be the 1 n support me ..

juz myself support myself ...

im double de sad n sad ...

n heart pain..

everythinq , everytime ...

i will be de place cant nobody no my feelinq...

and i will be cryinq myself ...

i tell myself i cant be cry ..

coz really no use for myself...

but

i cant do it !

i cant stop to cry !

i cant stop everythinq!

I never qive up in my ife ..

i tell myself i wannaa be tthe prefect life in my futre..

but

i cant do it !

but i also force myself to do it !

coz i know 1 time cant ,

din mean everytime i also cant !

me sure can de!

b4 tis i never qive myself confidence !

but

now i always qive myself confidence !

and

everytime i also never qive up in everythinq..

coz i know 1 days i sure can do dao the best 1!

i trust myself !

i qive myself confidence!

i hope my confidence

and

everythinq wont appears in my life forever !

i hope 1 day i sure can do it!

Nothinq is impossible !

i can!

i trust myself with my confidence !

act tis few day for me is no easy to qo ..

i dont know why .

even my home de baobei mood qood.

but i still the same ...

i dont know why lakk...

and

i dont know wat happen to me ...

and

im tryinq to find my problem !

but , i cant find it also !

i qive up in this thinq!

and i wanna stop everythinq...

include anything happen b4..

my love was qonna on in 1 yrs ++ ...

i think now for tat ppl was no important le...

but ..

i dunno why i cant stop think for xxx

but i promise that i wanna stop it !

i wanna be the one who promise the thinq muz do it !

i wont qive up in this thinq de!

i say the thinq , i will do it de!

i wont qive ppl look down me !

1 days u all will know im who !

im the one who use myself the everythinq ...

to prefect in my life !

even i know im study less in my study time !

but ...

i know 1 days i can be the one who know everythinq!

nothinq is impossible de!

everythinq also can start learn from now !

i start from today , i also will learn everythinq..

u all sit n look bahx..

i wont lost in qame !

i must be the winner in ts qame !!

i now suddenly very miss my home de baobeii <3

but

i still in painfull =[

my leq a...

wat happen to u ..

u make me til very painful n xinku le...

walk also hard..

sit also hard..

wanna how a!?

huh...=[