7/1/11

in my life i never n ever hope i have anythinq..

but now i juz now my life for myself was hurt double n double..

sometimes i feel confused in everythinq..

and

i din dare qo to trey anythinq

coz ii know myself qt wat thinq very weak..

im very no use in future...

i dont know why ..

when im everythinq happen ..

nobody , no1 will helpinq me ...

juz myself helpinq myself ...

im tryinq to be prefect ...

but

i cant do it!

coz no 1 will be the 1 n support me ..

juz myself support myself ...

im double de sad n sad ...

n heart pain..

everythinq , everytime ...

i will be de place cant nobody no my feelinq...

and i will be cryinq myself ...

i tell myself i cant be cry ..

coz really no use for myself...

but

i cant do it !

i cant stop to cry !

i cant stop everythinq!

I never qive up in my ife ..

i tell myself i wannaa be tthe prefect life in my futre..

but

i cant do it !

but i also force myself to do it !

coz i know 1 time cant ,

din mean everytime i also cant !

me sure can de!

b4 tis i never qive myself confidence !

but

now i always qive myself confidence !

and

everytime i also never qive up in everythinq..

coz i know 1 days i sure can do dao the best 1!

i trust myself !

i qive myself confidence!

i hope my confidence

and

everythinq wont appears in my life forever !

i hope 1 day i sure can do it!

Nothinq is impossible !

i can!

i trust myself with my confidence !

act tis few day for me is no easy to qo ..

i dont know why .

even my home de baobei mood qood.

but i still the same ...

i dont know why lakk...

and

i dont know wat happen to me ...

and

im tryinq to find my problem !

but , i cant find it also !

i qive up in this thinq!

and i wanna stop everythinq...

include anything happen b4..

my love was qonna on in 1 yrs ++ ...

i think now for tat ppl was no important le...

but ..

i dunno why i cant stop think for xxx

but i promise that i wanna stop it !

i wanna be the one who promise the thinq muz do it !

i wont qive up in this thinq de!

i say the thinq , i will do it de!

i wont qive ppl look down me !

1 days u all will know im who !

im the one who use myself the everythinq ...

to prefect in my life !

even i know im study less in my study time !

but ...

i know 1 days i can be the one who know everythinq!

nothinq is impossible de!

everythinq also can start learn from now !

i start from today , i also will learn everythinq..

u all sit n look bahx..

i wont lost in qame !

i must be the winner in ts qame !!

i now suddenly very miss my home de baobeii <3

but

i still in painfull =[

my leq a...

wat happen to u ..

u make me til very painful n xinku le...

walk also hard..

sit also hard..

wanna how a!?

huh...=[