8.5.2010

When I Onli will Knw how was life?
My life wil Be prefect??
I dun think so...
Coz i can Feel Wat was Happen...
N i everything...
When i was Have thing happen~
I dunno wanna how to face it~
Even I share V frenz...
I dunno Wanna how to tel it a..
I Vy silly lehx~~
i dunno wanna how to say myself..
I cnt do it the best 1..
Even i was try it!!!
Why wil becum like tis o~??
wat should i do ??
who can tel me??
I juz wil wait ...
N wait...

I also confused in sumthing..
Why when i treat sum 1 gud??
But.....
Sum1 treat me like tat?
I vy vy confused lehx??
I reli cant get tis mean lehx??
I dunno lahx~~~
i Cant be gud ppl~~
Then i should be bad ppl?
ONli gud?
cheh...I vy confused lehx...
I reli cant get tis pOint lahx~~
feel disspointment le...
But ...
I juz can lOOking In the Sky n tel myself ,
be prefect Be Myself as b4...

Sometime....
I reli feel myself ..
So silly ..
why i should Fan qi o...?
I reli dunno larx..
When i Have "M" tat time i din do the best 1...
Coz of "A" i make dao myself like tis...
But after tat I lost anything tat i have ..
Even I dunno ...
I should be Hapi or wat lehx??
I reli dunno lehx~~
But i think i fan qi le "M"..
i cant tgt bek v "M" anymore...
Coz i hurt lehx "M"...
i Edi tel Myself im No a prefect person..
Im not a!!!

To M:-
Our break Up is coz of me make dao like tat ..
Im nt a gud person..
Im so sorry to u ...
Vy sorry ...
Expect SOrry ..
i dunnno wan say wat ..
i feel dao i so sorry to u ..
coz of sumthing or some 1 ..
i make dao myself do like tis ...
i knw myself too small gas..
n even wat i done b4 make u hard to trust me ..
but i even try my best ..
to do the best 1..
but ...
i cnt do it...
i try le n try ..
but i also cnt..
"M" , u r the best 1..
u sure cant find dao 1 more love u more than me...
i hope u hapi always...
n have a nice day...
Lastly ,
Im so sorry For everything tat I done b4...
Vy VY Sorry...
I lOve u ...

"M" , tis all is i write for u ...
hope u can c dao...

Sumtime ...
i Feel i vy kids lehx~~
Childish...??
Silly??
Y I so child N Silly lehx??
Dunno why...
Haiz..
Child ppl Like me sure Silly de...
I dun cAre How ppl Looking At me Silly? Or child?
lol...I dun care ..
As Long As I knw Myself Is How the ppl...

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To be continued 2MOLO...

30/4 & 1/5

30/4:-

tis day Was So boring In nite...
So playing laptop In room ...
N listen Song...
Then Playing the laptop v draw thing...
N take le Some Pic...
v sis...
Me so Mu Liao Lehx...
Hahha...
But ntg can do...
Coz no 1 sms v me...
So nid Do mu Liao Thing~

all See see My daily Life :-



Take 1


Take 2


Take 3


Take 4



Take 5

Hahaha...
I so 38 leHx...
Like kids...
Stil Playing Mu LIao Thing at nite...
Sot sot de me~

1/5:-

2day din work o...
Feel Like weird weird o...
So , Ask Frenz N go out Play o...
Act plan go watch Mv de...
But Plan plaN Le...
din see Dao Mv...
We Plan Go 1u gaIgai...
I bring 2 Of my mui go...
Wah...
Both of them So geng Lo...
Use Le me so many money...
Walao!!
Pokai le lo...
But ..
Nvm a...
No always bring Them Go play edi ok...
Hahaha....
Wah..
2day when go 1u , super jam o...
Dunno wat was happen...
But din care...
Coz til half Road le..
So muz Go...
Reach le..1 u Nid find parking...
Round N round also din have Parking...
haiz...
2day 1u Super Many ppl o...

then jiu bek hm also jam...
huh...
jam n jam ...
Finally reach hm le...

reach hm no long then Beibei Mui sms me n ask me wan go pm or nt...
Juz go o....
then jiu go fetch she ...
N go pm o...
wah..
Lucky she ask me go o..
Gv me saw dao some 1...
Hahaha...
Vy hapi le....
Hahaha...
But juz saw dao...
Ntg can do..
Haiz...

Then Jiu bek hm o...
Ntg to do...
on9 n chat ....

Then Jiu off le...
N slp o...

ntg To say le...
hehehe....

To be coNtinued My blog Soon....

2day i feeling vy vy lonely n mood vy vy down..
I dunno wat should do ..
n
wanna how to face it ..
i reli dunno...
I juz hope my life be simple onli..
Even how much was my hurt no 1 can know a...
Juz myself know...
i vy sad v our break ..
BUt i hope u knw it...
I also dunno y u wan like tat o..
u like tat juz can make urself more sad onli a...
u dun like tat a..
can ma?
pls a...
Hope wat i post u can see it..
I dunno u wanna how onli can listen to me..
i juz can wait ...

The day Wil let u know...
wat u do ..
u will wrong ..
n MENYESAL de...
I hope u knw it bahx...

After our break up..
I knw i hurt u many...
But...
Im So sorry for u..
EXcept sorry i dunno wan say wat anymore..
Sorry...
sorry...

The daY will Let Both of we know...
I vy miss Our Memory...
I never n ever The Thing..
I miss u ...
Muackss....

tis few day~~

最近不管是开心还是不是~~
我也要去面对所有的东西~~
很怕去面对~
可是~~~~~~
不关怎样也好我也是要去面对~
不开心的我。。。永远也会不开心吗？？
我真的不知道啦~~~
很累很累~~~
当我看到的东西。。。我只可以痛在心里~~
心理的眼泪也慢慢得哭出来~~~
真的不知道要怎样去做~~~
可是。。。。。。。。
我只好的就是但没有事发生。。。
痛在心里~~哭在心里~~~
我会面对所有的东西~~~
bei bei妹妹。。说得对~~~~
我应该去面对所有东西~~~
我一定要做得到~~
不管这样也好~~

我很累~~~很累了~~~
在这个家~~~~~~~~
没有人可以陪到我聊聊心事~~
不懂怎样~~~
好像在家没有人要理~~~
不管这样也好~~
我。。。。。会。。。。。做。。。。。到。。。。。最。。。。。。好。。。。。的。。。。。

如果不是 Bei bei妹妹。。。。。
我也不知道要怎样``~~
谢谢她哦~~~
哈哈~~~
谢谢Beibei妹妹。。。

最近。。。。。
很忙哦~~~
很多东西做哦~~~
我要加油~~~
我一定可以的~~~
哈哈~~~
傻傻得我~~~

好啦~~~到这里吧~~~~
明天再说哦~~~
拜拜~~~~
晚安~~~

sad

when i was sad ~i dunno wan how~~
my mind was empty~
n my heart juz will slow slow n cry come out...
i dunno wat should do~
dunno wanna how to face it~~
Act wat i do also is wrong ...
I reli dunno la...
i reli reli sad v wat i do b4 til now...
jUZ A lIE A.....
juz a lie .....
i hate all the thing ....
I reli hate...
why?
i was sad ...all ppl wil like tat treat me ....
不关我做了什么也好，我在你心里也是一样~~~
我不是一个好人~~~
在这个blog~当我不开心的时~~真的~~很MANY a...
哭过就好了~~when i always listen tis song~
my heart juz wil man man de recover ~~~
In tis life i cnt be too perfect~
But
life cnt be too simple~
then wan me how juz can ???
In my life....
Juz live me alone~~
No one is caring bout me...
i sad coz wat i done no 1 is rite~~~
i reli reli cnt understand why no 1 is caring bout me~
i no nid any 1 得可怜~~~ me...
even i die also no nid u all a~~
time is juz for me simple~
but......
hard....
how hard i also like tat going ...
i leave in tis world wil be more gud....

I juz wanna tel u : -

"i care for u"
"i worry for u"
"i love u"
i nid u"
"i juz wanna say wintout u im nt ok"

but~~~~
all for tis for u is juz a lie~~~
juz a lie~~
i knw...
i say wat wont have ppl will trust me~
but....
nvm a....
i trust myself edi enough for me...
i hope u know wat i wanna saying to u~~~

Cuming Bek to My blog~~

Long time edi Din wrIting Blog le~~
B4 tis ManY thing Was haPPen~~
I reli Dunno wat should do n face it~
I reli dunno a~~
Act in mY life i juz Hope can be siMple ~~
But~~~~~
Why so difficult de??
I reli dunno wat should do it edi~~
i juz can sit and Be slient??
aCt wan be slieNt more Gud or share It ???
I dunno ..
I juz Know if Myself Continue lIke tis...
I juz can Mae mYself More sad More painful~~
Wat should I do it ???
Haiz..
I also dunno ...
I edi tel myself I muz be hapi iN my Life..
I hope i can Do It~
And.......
i hOpe i caN forget All the thing tat was Happen b4~
I dun Hope anything again~
I hope Every1 can pls dun trEat Me like Tat~~
Juz Hope waT i Hope Can WiL do It o~~

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RecEnt Busy with work ~~
Til always Late eaT o~~
But~
I dunno tat All is Gud For me or Not~
But ...
No choice~
Tat Is My life~
Act In My mind~
Stil got somethIng tat I should say Or Not nehx???
"Life is siMple is Gud In Tis world Or not lehx"??
Dunno ....
Tis Few daY also ThinkIng~~
But..
Hope My mInd Can Empty Everything~
N start V wat i wan ....wat I nid~~~
can or not ??God...
help me~~~~~
But all Juz a dream Of me~~

Even every1 was leave Me ....
I aLso Wan To be PersOn Know WaT should Do~
I still Dunno~
Why every1 will sLow Slow..
Hate Me..Angry Me~~
N leave me~
Even I din Fault~~
Wat Is the god lookIng for ???
Be kind ppl~
Act nt gud~
Be bad PPl~also nt gud~~
Then wat should i be???

In Hm,
I juz be slienT~
SometImes TaLk a bit thing~
SomeTimes Listen soNg To relax Myself...
AcT i know every1 stil mind wat i do ~~
But...
all also is u all force me de a!!!!!!
I hate evey1 say me~~~
I hate it!!!!!
i get hurt so much In tis hm~
But wat i can do ?
where should i go??
i dunno~
Juz hope Every1 know wat i wan~~~

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I dunno wan wat Anymore~
To be coNtinued My Life Blog 2molo~

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Haiz...
wat is the fuck of the person of nowadays o~~when got thing juz ask me help~
when din have jiu ask me go die ~~
wat is the fuck o!!!
I hate it!!
Stupid~~~
haiz~~
Kanasai~~
I hate it~~
I hate it~~
dun ask me help when got thing~
if help mE ASK I WONT ASK~~
I DUNNO WHY I SO STUPID WIL HELP LO~~
KANASAI~~
ME VY STUPID A!!
ME HATE IT ALLL THE THING A!!!!
plS DUN SO LCLY lo ~~~
i hate it!!!!
Stupid !!!!

REcent dunno wat happen a...
why i will like tis a...
i dunno wat should do a....
i hate it a....
All slow slow de leave me ~~
i dunno wat should do a~~
i vy vy dunno~~
i dunno who should i share it a~~~
haiz~~
JUz hope i can be slient~
wont tel any1 about my POroblem~
n keep it~~~
mAybe tis caN help me~~
I hope it~~~
I reli hope it~~~

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