14/1/11

2day dont know why my mood becum ok back edi ..
izit?
i put down all the thinq
i think haven all lakk..
juz some nia ..
i trust one day i sure can put down all the thinq..
2day almost 5.40 alarm call me wake up ,
then jiu qo toliet ,
after that jiu call Yiqian mui ..
call she wake up to study ..
then call and call and msq..
suddenly want 6 i jiu fall in sleep back le..
omq..
tenq lim , wat happen to u ?
too tired jorx bahx..
maybe few days didnt sleep well ,
so , too tired..
sleep dao cant wake up ..
omq
2day also almost late wake up to work o ..
wake up le jiu fast prepare ..
then msq my baobei ..
say morninq and some more..
then jiu drive car and qo to work ..
at office le ..
dont know why suddenly listen JJ Lin JUn JIe de 记得...
walao lehx..
i fall in love will this sonq le ..
dont know ..
listen n listen ..
wah ??
nice sonq nehx..
xD
then jiu acc waipo qo see doktor ..
acc til almost 11++
then bek office to somethinq..
then around 12++ qo fetch ah xianq o ..
fetch ok le jiu bek office and work ...
and eat my lunch ..
then jiu work ...
walao lehx..
2day whole day seem like din do anythinq nehx..
why i will becum like this o ..
omq..
tenq lim ..
wat u say edi o !
u forqet !
dont so lazy !
qo qo qo qo ..
around 5++ ..
qo fetch Yanq Yanq
then fetch he qo eat ..
damm cute de Yanq Yanq
after that eat cum bek le ..
he at my home play ..
cute Yanq..
i qt take some pic v yanq
update soon bahx..
hehexD
then see movie ,
and sms
with jeslyn dear ..
sms n sms ..
My dear Jeslyn she was so funny n cute lorx..
I like to chat v her o .
xD
Im happy today dont know why o ..
sot jorx qua..
dont know why so happy o ..
hehexD
I　LOVe today de me o <3

13/1

2day i juz feel that i was feelinq moody =[
i dont know why =[
i cant find out anythinq happen to me =[
izit?
i too care how people say me?
i dont know lakk =[
i today seem like no mood to work ..
but ..
i so hardworkin in my work ..
dont know =[
maybe my mood no coz of work ..
juz maybe of somethinq that someone say to me =[
before tis momo bii tel me dont so care how other people say me ..
but
i already try
why why ??
til now i stil so care how other people look at me and say me ??
why i so care o ??
they wanna say i cant control it also lakk...
me tenq lim wanna earn how to dont care anythinq already =]
i trust myself sure can do dao de !
coz i know nothinq is impossible ..
i sure can do it de!
i trust myself !
other people do dao the thinq i also can do it de!

today morninq so tired o ..
keep tired ..
dont know why lakk...
maybe yday drink le so many chinese tea..
omq..
that chinese tea reli make me cant sleep lokk..
omq ..
i wont drink it at nite aqain ...
2day keep work n work ..
then around 11++ sms v momo bii ..
askinq bout phone ..
omq ...
i suddenly very like sony ericsson aino lehx!!
wanna buy aino or vivaz lehx??
whch more nice lehx?
i see dao aino also nice ..
but..
vivaz also nice lehx..
i wanna choose which 1 lehx...
wait after cny also think wan buy which one bahx...
me now qt a new tarqet edi ..
juz hardwrokinq in my work o ...
me wan earn $$ start from now ...
qo qo qo qo ...

Tenq liim pls stop think anythinq..
after break n put down all the thinq wont have anythinq edi ..
b4 i choose this road i tell myself i sure can do dao ..
but now i cant do it !
i still miss ...
sometimes i feel wanna qt u in my side when i have thinq happen ..
but
all edi too late for me ...
i cant qet back wat i wanna edi ..
i think now i should now wat shoud do edi ..
act start from now ..
i edi no same with before de me ...
i chanqe le anythinq
juz coz some1..
but
tat people never will know..
and i never will tel any1 ..
coz i know all edi no use ...
Start from 2molo i wanna be back last time de me ..
i hope i can do it ...

moody + sad =[

dont know wanna write wat edi ..
continued 2molo bahx...

LOve is everthinq for everyone..
include for me ...
But 1 time i lost in this love..
my heart was keep broken ..
No love can be forever..
juz my life and myself can be forever =]
I love myself <3

7/1/11

in my life i never n ever hope i have anythinq..

but now i juz now my life for myself was hurt double n double..

sometimes i feel confused in everythinq..

and

i din dare qo to trey anythinq

coz ii know myself qt wat thinq very weak..

im very no use in future...

i dont know why ..

when im everythinq happen ..

nobody , no1 will helpinq me ...

juz myself helpinq myself ...

im tryinq to be prefect ...

but

i cant do it!

coz no 1 will be the 1 n support me ..

juz myself support myself ...

im double de sad n sad ...

n heart pain..

everythinq , everytime ...

i will be de place cant nobody no my feelinq...

and i will be cryinq myself ...

i tell myself i cant be cry ..

coz really no use for myself...

but

i cant do it !

i cant stop to cry !

i cant stop everythinq!

I never qive up in my ife ..

i tell myself i wannaa be tthe prefect life in my futre..

but

i cant do it !

but i also force myself to do it !

coz i know 1 time cant ,

din mean everytime i also cant !

me sure can de!

b4 tis i never qive myself confidence !

but

now i always qive myself confidence !

and

everytime i also never qive up in everythinq..

coz i know 1 days i sure can do dao the best 1!

i trust myself !

i qive myself confidence!

i hope my confidence

and

everythinq wont appears in my life forever !

i hope 1 day i sure can do it!

Nothinq is impossible !

i can!

i trust myself with my confidence !

act tis few day for me is no easy to qo ..

i dont know why .

even my home de baobei mood qood.

but i still the same ...

i dont know why lakk...

and

i dont know wat happen to me ...

and

im tryinq to find my problem !

but , i cant find it also !

i qive up in this thinq!

and i wanna stop everythinq...

include anything happen b4..

my love was qonna on in 1 yrs ++ ...

i think now for tat ppl was no important le...

but ..

i dunno why i cant stop think for xxx

but i promise that i wanna stop it !

i wanna be the one who promise the thinq muz do it !

i wont qive up in this thinq de!

i say the thinq , i will do it de!

i wont qive ppl look down me !

1 days u all will know im who !

im the one who use myself the everythinq ...

to prefect in my life !

even i know im study less in my study time !

but ...

i know 1 days i can be the one who know everythinq!

nothinq is impossible de!

everythinq also can start learn from now !

i start from today , i also will learn everythinq..

u all sit n look bahx..

i wont lost in qame !

i must be the winner in ts qame !!

i now suddenly very miss my home de baobeii <3

but

i still in painfull =[

my leq a...

wat happen to u ..

u make me til very painful n xinku le...

walk also hard..

sit also hard..

wanna how a!?

huh...=[

29/12

2day morninq wakke up ,

jiu see dao momo bii de msq

then jiu sms v her a while...

then jiu when to brush teeth n prepare qo work o =]

after tat jiu qo work ..

then reach le office jiu busy v my work...

but ..

at heart stil qt somethinq like haven dont know ..

izit i do like this is qud or nt..

i cant receive anythinq...

but i tel myself ...

i wanna to be prefect..

but i never do it ...

coz i knw i sure can do it...

but i wanna to be a qud person

i hope i cn do the best 1..

coz i knw ntq is impossible ..

if i trust myself i sure can do it de!

i will try all my best !

then no lonq msq v momo bii...

sms n chat n chat ..

then jiu finish work...

then bek dao home...

heart still qt a bit feelinq no well...

dont know why ...

omq..

i wanna sot !!

qod pls help me ...

moody =[

off9...

trip pic =]

Last day at lumut pic :-

like tis pic much =]

at 11 PD:-
juan
me =]
me take 1
me take 2 =]

at 10 at a'famosa :-

26/12 Ts look :-
ts look take 1
ts look take 2
ts look take 3
ts look take 4

dec 10"

Lonq time no update my bloq le ...

1 think almost 1 month le..

omq ..

im lazy to update anymore ..=[

dont knw why ..

at 3, 4, 5 qoinq lumut ...

at lumut stay 2days ..

then next day qo to panqkor..

omq

tat was nice =]

hahaxD

then play water ..

and play tat banana boat..

nice a..

xD

but..

juz a thr 1 days...

then at nite ..

almost 4++ juz sleep o ..

coz talkinq phone with Yiqian Mui..

then talk n talk ...

talk le many thinq..

i feel that she was so funny ...

so i like to be frenz v her =]

the next day jiu cum bek le..

bek dao kl here almost 9++..

then qo eat ..

then only bek hm o ..

tired =[

but...

happy nehx....

xD

at 10 , 11 , 12 ..

i when to malaca aqain ..

with juan , rinq and jiun..

we 4 qal very qenq lo..

never qo so far also dare qo o ..

v also qo v GPS..

qenq lo..xD

then we stay at a'famosa 1 days ...

then qo PD..

PD stay 1 nite..

the next day we qo seremban o =]

xD

qenq lo..

qo 3 days ..

qo 3 no same de place lo..

xD

qenq a...

then bek dao home almost 3++ ...

then jiu keep thinq ..

and qo tesco v aunt...

they wan buy ticket see lelio popo..

then jiu bek hm bath ...

and have a rest early...

then ntq special aqain..

Juz at 26/12

meet with Yiqian mui at ts...

almost 11++ i reach le ts..

then wait yiqian Mui o ...

then almost dont know wat time edi she come ...

then so funny lo...

i haven tell her wat wear..

but...

she find dao me ..

qenq lo..

xD

She so funny + QQ o ..

then jiu qo toliet 1st ..

after that

jiu qo buy shoe ..

she de cousin wan buy shoe..

after buy..

i jiu acc her qo buy baq..

then buy okk le..

jiu qo buy shirt ..

then i jiu follow her qo buy..

she reli reli de funny o ..

so hapi can knw her =]

then walk no lonq ..

she jiu acc JJ..

but..

then jiu qo eat ..

we qo same place eat ...

then also sit next table..

talk n talk..

omq..

she at many people de front cal me daii lap makk..

then juan call also ..

omq..

im not daii lap makk...

is daii yanq makk larx..

kay??

hahaxD

after tat ..

she was fnish eat ..

so , she walk v JJ and her cousin sin..

then me walk v juan n rinq ..

then no lonq she sms me ..

n tel me xxxxxx..

then she call me say cum find me alone ..

i jiu feel dao tat she have thinq happen ..

act coz of xx lo..

wtf!!

then i jiu acc her ..

no lonq tat JJ cum find her jorx...

then i qv thinq to her..

after tat i qo meet v juan n rinq..

then we walk ourself ..

almost 4++ we jiu bek hm le ..

walao le!!

vy jam lo...

then bek dao hm almost 5++

theen at home til 7++ out aqain..

coz qot qaterinq v primary frenz celebrate siu mei bday o =]

at nite i din drive le..

EK Tan cum to fetch me ...

then jiu qo fetch soh , keat n wonq...

then we almost 8 jiu at babylon le...

then wait ket linq n kok chun ...

then almost wan 9++ koo only cum ..

she was late nehx...

haiz...

then jiu talk n sinq bday sonq n eaat cake ..

after eat finish we jiu qo see movie ..

we qo see nobody de movie ..

no bad a..

nice de..

but so lame =]

then bek dao hm almost 1++ ..

then jiu slp..

tired o =]

mum say me vy wat lo..

out whole day ...

4/12

yday juz feel tat my laptop qt some problem..

But..

lucky stil can chanqe..

but

nid wait til tuesday onli chanqe

coz me now at lumut..

2molo wil qo panqkor

panqkor , im cuminq..

hahaxD

act recent i feel my mood so ok ..

i dont why..

i cant feel it why my feel will be ok..

mAybe coz of babee mui YiQian..

She was damm QQ + Funny..

so happy can knw she o ♥

ThanKs babee MUi YiqiAn ♥

Act til now i dont know that izit , sinqle life will be better?

i wanna know ..

But ..

I stil missinq xxx

MY Home de Bao bei ,

recent sin like no mood nehx..

dont know why..

I Vy vy de worry my home de bao bei..

My home de Baobei anythinq happen to u??

if qt pls tel me...

i wil waitinq it de..

coz i know u sure wil tell me de ♥

My Home de Bao bei ,

I miss u very very Much ♥

XD

2day , de planinq n trip ..

i take le some pic,,

but

nid update soon o ...

coz now i qonna to sms v My Home de baobei ..

xD

update My Bloq soon =]