sad

when i was sad ~i dunno wan how~~
my mind was empty~
n my heart juz will slow slow n cry come out...
i dunno wat should do~
dunno wanna how to face it~~
Act wat i do also is wrong ...
I reli dunno la...
i reli reli sad v wat i do b4 til now...
jUZ A lIE A.....
juz a lie .....
i hate all the thing ....
I reli hate...
why?
i was sad ...all ppl wil like tat treat me ....
不关我做了什么也好，我在你心里也是一样~~~
我不是一个好人~~~
在这个blog~当我不开心的时~~真的~~很MANY a...
哭过就好了~~when i always listen tis song~
my heart juz wil man man de recover ~~~
In tis life i cnt be too perfect~
But
life cnt be too simple~
then wan me how juz can ???
In my life....
Juz live me alone~~
No one is caring bout me...
i sad coz wat i done no 1 is rite~~~
i reli reli cnt understand why no 1 is caring bout me~
i no nid any 1 得可怜~~~ me...
even i die also no nid u all a~~
time is juz for me simple~
but......
hard....
how hard i also like tat going ...
i leave in tis world wil be more gud....

I juz wanna tel u : -

"i care for u"
"i worry for u"
"i love u"
i nid u"
"i juz wanna say wintout u im nt ok"

but~~~~
all for tis for u is juz a lie~~~
juz a lie~~
i knw...
i say wat wont have ppl will trust me~
but....
nvm a....
i trust myself edi enough for me...
i hope u know wat i wanna saying to u~~~

Cuming Bek to My blog~~

Long time edi Din wrIting Blog le~~
B4 tis ManY thing Was haPPen~~
I reli Dunno wat should do n face it~
I reli dunno a~~
Act in mY life i juz Hope can be siMple ~~
But~~~~~
Why so difficult de??
I reli dunno wat should do it edi~~
i juz can sit and Be slient??
aCt wan be slieNt more Gud or share It ???
I dunno ..
I juz Know if Myself Continue lIke tis...
I juz can Mae mYself More sad More painful~~
Wat should I do it ???
Haiz..
I also dunno ...
I edi tel myself I muz be hapi iN my Life..
I hope i can Do It~
And.......
i hOpe i caN forget All the thing tat was Happen b4~
I dun Hope anything again~
I hope Every1 can pls dun trEat Me like Tat~~
Juz Hope waT i Hope Can WiL do It o~~

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RecEnt Busy with work ~~
Til always Late eaT o~~
But~
I dunno tat All is Gud For me or Not~
But ...
No choice~
Tat Is My life~
Act In My mind~
Stil got somethIng tat I should say Or Not nehx???
"Life is siMple is Gud In Tis world Or not lehx"??
Dunno ....
Tis Few daY also ThinkIng~~
But..
Hope My mInd Can Empty Everything~
N start V wat i wan ....wat I nid~~~
can or not ??God...
help me~~~~~
But all Juz a dream Of me~~

Even every1 was leave Me ....
I aLso Wan To be PersOn Know WaT should Do~
I still Dunno~
Why every1 will sLow Slow..
Hate Me..Angry Me~~
N leave me~
Even I din Fault~~
Wat Is the god lookIng for ???
Be kind ppl~
Act nt gud~
Be bad PPl~also nt gud~~
Then wat should i be???

In Hm,
I juz be slienT~
SometImes TaLk a bit thing~
SomeTimes Listen soNg To relax Myself...
AcT i know every1 stil mind wat i do ~~
But...
all also is u all force me de a!!!!!!
I hate evey1 say me~~~
I hate it!!!!!
i get hurt so much In tis hm~
But wat i can do ?
where should i go??
i dunno~
Juz hope Every1 know wat i wan~~~

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I dunno wan wat Anymore~
To be coNtinued My Life Blog 2molo~

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Haiz...
wat is the fuck of the person of nowadays o~~when got thing juz ask me help~
when din have jiu ask me go die ~~
wat is the fuck o!!!
I hate it!!
Stupid~~~
haiz~~
Kanasai~~
I hate it~~
I hate it~~
dun ask me help when got thing~
if help mE ASK I WONT ASK~~
I DUNNO WHY I SO STUPID WIL HELP LO~~
KANASAI~~
ME VY STUPID A!!
ME HATE IT ALLL THE THING A!!!!
plS DUN SO LCLY lo ~~~
i hate it!!!!
Stupid !!!!

REcent dunno wat happen a...
why i will like tis a...
i dunno wat should do a....
i hate it a....
All slow slow de leave me ~~
i dunno wat should do a~~
i vy vy dunno~~
i dunno who should i share it a~~~
haiz~~
JUz hope i can be slient~
wont tel any1 about my POroblem~
n keep it~~~
mAybe tis caN help me~~
I hope it~~~
I reli hope it~~~

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yday (nite)

yday nite was quarrel v lovely~
i dunno wat happen~
i dunno why...
i reli dunno ..
i dunno wanna how to tel lovely bout my feeling...
lovely , act i no heart wan quarrel v u~
juz i dunno why my pi qi will like tat~
i dunno~
sorry for yday~
Maybe is coz of my boring n lonely ~
so , juz wil like tat~
but i hope lovely understand it ~
sorry yah~

Life for me juz hope be easy be simple n nice~
I Like It~~

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YdaY & 2daY

Yday~

yday is valentine also is chinese new yrs...
ydaY juz Busy v bai ian n acc Lovely sms same as b4~
Ntg special~
Act yday at nite got thing wan tell Lovely de~
But..
Lovely go grandmum hm til so late onli bek hm~
So din tel dao Lovely~
Act i wan Tel lovely is :-
我慢慢的相信你真的是我最爱的人~
我找到了你~有你在我心里我真得很开心~
我真的爱你~~
我真得不想没有你的那一天~
我很怕~很怕~~
我爱你~~
爱到有一天你不再爱我~~
我会等你回来~~
爱你的我~~真得很爱你~~~

tis is wat i wanna tel lovely~
but...
edi late le...
cnt tel dao lovely~
nvm larx...
i know stil have time de...
i will waiting for the time coming~

Yday all the place wan go bai nian most finish~
juz leave some place haven go~
Juz dunno when mum wanna to go~
juz wait it bahx...
hehe~~~
Yday after talk v lovely at 12++ ..
i jiu slp at mum the room o..
coZ recent vy hot o~~
hot til beh Tahan o~~

2day~~

2day most slp til wan 12 juz wake up~
wAke up jiu feeling got a Bit headache~
Then jiu sit at sofa n wash face ..
man man recover edi~~
Then jiu brusH teeth ~~
sms v lovely~~
sms til half lovely jiu say Wan slp a While~
So i jiu let Lovely sLp~
Coz i know lovely was tired...
Yday so late Juz slp ..
so vy tired de~~
Lovely 2day was so bz v bai nian n eat o~
so vy bz o~
i juz can wait lovely~
Ntg caN do It~
i Feeling Lonely When Din have Lovely`
but~
i can coz of My boring~
always control Lovely de freedom~
I know Lovely din Like i contrOl lovely de freedom~
i trying to dun controL~
It vy hard ...
but How hard i aLso wan try it~
2day lovely was misunderstand My mean le~
acT i say de Thing reli din have Other Mean~
I hope lOvely know iT~
SorrY for asKing Lovely Like tis~
I wont Ask It agaIn~
I din AsK din mean i Din caRe lOvelY~
I juz dun waN we coZ of The Thing we Quarrel~
I hope Lovely Know it~
2daY vy Less Can sms V Lovely~
I feel Vy loneLy n Boring~
But can i do ..
jUz can Write Blog~
mai Life n My Love, i din like i feeling Lonely n Boring ..
I hate it~
But..
ntg Can i do it~
Haiz...
Juz now was so Careless...
Bu xiaO xin Long Dao My leg cedera~T_T~~
But juZ blood A Bit a..
it's ok~
hehe~

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t!s Few Day~

tis few day always quarrel v lovely ..
dunno wat happen between us...
i cnt do it anything~
i vy vy vy sked i will lost lovely ..
but i dunnon wat should do~
i try to be the prefect 1...
But...
I cnt do it ...
i vy vy sad v wat i do..
dunno y ...
Sometimes i vy vy i will lost lovely~
wat should i do~
i dunno how to face it...
Sometimes lovely din like the thing...
i also do it..
why i wan like tis ...?
wat happen to me o??
shit~
i reli reli dunno wat happen to me~
i reli reli dun wan to lost lovely~~
i wan to be the prefect ~~
Who can Tel me how to be prefect le~
haiizz~~~
JUz hope lovely wil understand bahx~~
Even How My heart FeeLing Now..
Is Juz wanna Lovely will be the 1 i love ~
n prefect ...
Life for me is be easy n be prefect~~
Love for me is important then anything..
even lost my life~~
I dunno why i will think like tat...
I hope lovely will know it...
Sometime i reli angry me..
when i quarrel v lovely ...
but~~
i also dun wan like tat....
dunno y i will like tat``
JUz hope lovely will saw dao wat i wanna say~~

Yday i was finish my work ...
n yday go out buy thing v sis..
dunno y will feel dao vy lonely..
but ...
i know maybe tat juz my feeling~
haiz...
yday go le eat pizza ...tat pizza shop the service vy bad lo...
haiz~
shit it~
cum le bread cum again o..
cum le bread ...
cum again ~~
shit it~~~
wat kind of the service o~~
shit it!
Service vy bad lo!
but gud is din count the money!!!
haha!!!
then jiu go shopping n buy thing after eat ~~
hehe~
at Nite vy late juz slp o...
acc lovely til 1 like tis ..juz slp ...
but it's ok o...
hehe~

then the next morning 2day slp til 11++ o~
if lovely din cal me i think i will slp again o~~
hhee~
but nvm a..
it's ok~
got lovely cal me ~~
haha~
then jiu go brush teeth ..
then mum jiu cal me take car go wash n go help her see hp~
vy bz o~~
+ vy hot it..
hate it~~~
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Juz now was go see mv (72 tenants of prosperity)
dammm ok onli a..
but less ppl see onli~~
boring...
but at cinema curi sms...
haha~~~

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dunno why i have feeling tat lovely din like..
but..
dunno wan how to say~~
hope my feeling is wrong bahx....

2molo is cny le~~
Hope mai life n mai love~
be happy n nice it..
2molo also is valentine le...
hope can celebrate v lovely o~
haha~~
wait for 2molo o~~~

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Life ~

Today wake up vy tired o~
dunno y ...
maYbe ydaY too laTe slp~
Yday was quarrel V lovely~
dunno waT happen to we~~
i reLi dunno ~
but..
I know i edi Hurt Dao Lovely le~
Im so sorry Lovely~
i wont Hurt u anYmore le~
Sorry Lovely~~

todaY same As always ...
sms v Lovely , frenz onli~~
ntg special ~~
But LoveLy 2day make le somEthing Tat i vy worry N angry Bout it~~
Lovely~~
I juz care For u~
I dun wan u have thing happen~
I vy worry u~~
i call le maNy time ~~
cal n cal ~
Make dao Me vy Pek chek N vy worry~
Dunno wan How~~
Lovely , I hope U can Understand Wat I wannA to say~~
Sorry for Juz now yah~~
I so pek Chek juz will Like tat~~~
dunno why my feeling always like tat ..
i reli dunno ...
but ...
i juz hope i can do it the besT 1 ...
i dunno whatever everything i say come out will be more gud or not~
But..
i juz hope i can do it the best 1...
n try to be relax myself~
i Juz hope every1 beside me~
always can be hapi~~
My life juz hope my lovely , family n frenz hapi n have a nice daY~
Lovely,
whatever where u GoIng , i wiLL follow u always~
Coz u is my lovely 4ever~~
Muackss...

Act now i trYing To be the best person~
i duno whatever i can do it or not~
sometiMes i dUnno wat my mum was think it~
acT all the thIng nid Learn it by own~
Cry Can settel all the problem it~
I hOpe my mum understanD tis Mean~

Stil Have 1 week agaIn edi Wan Cny le~
i hoPe My LoveLy can HApi always o~
Muackss...
Valentine edi Wanna Coming o~
hehe~
Now busy making thIng to Lovely o~
Muacks...
Nothing Gonna Change My Love For u~~
MUackss...

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